NOT Furry any more ...Dear friends and people,what I am writing here now is to state an important step I decided to take in my life. That thing could seem "simple" or even "silly" for some of you but to me is a decision I taught really a lot on it and that it has been not so simple for me to take cause it really has a certain deep meaning for me. It has been not so simple because I really had to understand well what it was meaning for me and what I was feeling and why I am wishing to do that. Also .. I really have some people I take care of .. and I know that for some of them this decision I took will "shock" them a bit. So, from now on, I decided to remove once for all the tag "furry" from me ... Giles the *furry* billy goat does not exist any more, "furry" does not belong to my lifestyle any more. I wish to say that in my "furry experience" I really saw and learnt, often the hard way, A LOT of things .. many of them good, many of them bad too, I did my experiences, I did my mistakes, I don't blame the past and all that happened even if, of course, I'd prefer some things went in a different way. I met quite some nice people, some of them became some close friends of mine, some of them were really nice, some of them not. Why I am removing this "furry" tag ? .. because I don't want to be "identified" with the "general furry stereotype" and/or a certain kind of "general culture/behaviors" that are associated or anyway "around" that kind of thing. There are in particular a couple of things that are "generally considered normal inside furries" that definitely do not belong to my way of be. Well, one thing is sure, I am changed, I am not exactly the same person I was "before" when I was so deeply into that ... I am changed after some experiences, I am changed after I asked myself and realized what I really need, I am changed also because I saw that "it was time to me to start a new path".. And that time really came .. something that is deeply changing my life happened and is continuing .. and is going so good ... I think .. I was really "too closed" into something, too limited in some sights not to see a lot of many other things that were possible to find too limited in only wishing to see and deal with just "one kind" of people. And that was no good, that thing was not giving me really any more "benefit" or "improvement" for my life. Ok, it is right, it's not "furry" that was doing that to me, of course because it was me acting this way but I got a point I decided to "disconnect from everything" ... I someway did ... I spent some really hard times but this "disconnection" allowed me to see things with a different perspective and from "outside". I realized quite some things and I started to live a bit different and then something happened .. something good .. What I really feel now is that I can't wish more than now and anything to be "completely connected to reality", definitely, this is my time to end up with "virtual worlds". Furry .. is "too much a place where it's easy to fall into that", so I see it at least .. I like RL animals, I like RL people, I like to *be* into the things not to see them or read about them. And I care for RL people and animals, and my feelings are for RL things and do not end or run just on wires or for an idealized image of someone they are directed to real persons and animals that I got to know RL and not just online. I wish to be clear I am blaming no one, everybody has the freedom and right to live his/her life how he/she think is best for him/her and so I do, that is why I got this decision. I wish to say to all my friends that what I feel for them of course do not change, they all know me, they all know that I don't joke on things and that I'll always be/feel the same for them till they would like to accept me for what I am and what I feel for them. Removing this "furry tag" removes just a bunch of "unreal" things .. all the real things will remain the same place and will be even a little bit more precious now .. I will gently remove some "dust" from myself .. that's it .. there won't be noise for that .. So .. why I am writing this ? .. well .. because I think it's right I say it .. and because I feel there is really a due act for someone .. A new year is beginning .. and this new year I consider it as year of light and hope .. and this light and hope won't be just mine .. So .. what I am now ? .. ah .. I am still, MORE THAN EVER a STINKY BILLY GOAT ! .. Giles the *furry* billy goat gently left,
but Giles the STINKY LLAMASOFTIE Billy Goat is born .. |
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